Psychosomatic symptoms continue...

So this morning I wake up feeling fairly good without the cramping I've been having the last couple of days.  I think I can now ignore my body for awhile and try to regain some of my sanity.  Everything is going fine until I step into the shower.  The first thing to occur is I actually had a dizzy spell.  Nearly fell while in the shower because of it.  Of course, the first thing I think is that it is proof of being pregnant.  Then I let my brain come back and berate myself for driving myself crazy with this.

Just as I've got myself convinced that I'm reading too much into stuff I look down and notice the boobs.  I swear my boobs look bigger plus the veins are darker and more noticable and while my breasts are not sore they are kind of sensitive.   I'm not sure how to describe it accurately without sounding more insane than I am.  Anyway, there went my sanity cause my head is positive these are all just psychosomatic symptoms while the rest of me is convinced that my body is trying to tell me something else.

I'm also bloated.  I'm fat enough without being bloated on top of that.  I'm not actually sure where that is coming from.  I usually don't bloat from PMS until right before AF hits so that can't be it.  Oh well...  I will just have to wear sweats or leave my jeans unbuttoned so my stomach isn't compressed too much.

I had a second dizzy spell while I was walking around ho.me de.pot.  I have a few boards that came off of my fence and I wanted to try to replace them but ended up not getting anything.  I think I'll wait until I'm 6 months pregnant and then guilt trip one of my brothers into coming over and taking care of it for me. 

I think I'm also starting crave McD's fish sandwich.  I hate fish by the way.  I despise fish.  I think it is disgusting and go out of my way not to eat it.  I don't even like tuna although I'll occassionally eat that as long as it has so many condiments and other stuff on it and with it that I can barely taste it.  So I really hope this isn't the start of a trend.  That would really suck.

I'll guess we'll just have to see.

Marielle