Curious..

Not really anything ttc related for those that prefer to skip my randomness...

So, the co-worker who got pregnant and gave birth a few months ago has been on extended maternity leave.  She was supposed to have been back this week but apparently decided to take more time.  Yesterday, she came in for about an hour and while here had a closed door meeting with the VP.  Not sure what was discussed but the sound insulation really sucks here so I overheard a few words.  I'm probably misinterpreting this but it really sounds like she is quitting and not planning on returning full time.  I should probably just ignore it until I have official news but I'm a nosy, nosy person and want to know what's going on.  I'm hoping she isn't planning on leaving.  I have enough work to do without adding anything she does onto my plate and it really does suck having to go through the new hire process.  Although, I'm also a little envious that she can afford to stay home with her baby and not worry about finances.

I am actually keeping my promise to myself not to obsess (overly much) about this cycle.  I can't help think about it some but I am no where near as rabid as I have been in the past.  I'm hoping that will continue.  I actually went down a baby aisle when I went to the store this morning and realized I really didn't want to do that again until I have a *reason* too.  Apparently my avoidance of all things baby will continue until I no longer feel depressed looking at baby items.  I thought since I'm actually trying I could go browse with only some wistful feelings but that is not the case so no stocking up on baby items for me.  It's kinda crazy that I can spend hours searching and researching cloth diapers online but I start to look at baby clothes or bottles and I tear up.  I'm a very strange, strange person. 

Marielle