I know I haven't posted in awhile. It's because not much is going on around these parts. I've been super busy at work which has made this 2ww go by much faster than the previous two. I haven't obsessed as much which is good.
Unfortunately, I'm fairly sure that AF will be showing up in two days. I'm actually a little shocked at how disappointed I am by this. I started crying when I realized that I wasn't going to get a bfp this month. The last couple of months I was disappointed but was more like 'okay what do I need to do for the next cycle'.
Time to figure out what else I can do to up my chances.... I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the next cycle will be the one...
Marielle
*who has to go back to work now*
edited to add: You know that monthly stuff I ordered a week or so ago (a Di.va Cup and menst.rual cloth).... and was hoping wouldn't be needed but looks like it is.... it doesn't look like it is going to get here in time anyway. So it may or may not be a waste of money depending on how next cycle turns out.
I don't usually say this to people I don't know really well, but... I hope that you are wrong and that you do you get your BFP. But I completely understand needing to be prepared for the negative and having to move forward to another cycel. Best wishes!
ReplyDeleteMe too... It's crazy how much I'm still hoping despite a negative test and the first signs of af coming.
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